Thanks for the valentines day gifts to Meena, Cass and Mindy. :)

My throat feels so dry, I might slit it. I feel slightly feverish. I have no appetite. My neck, thigh, stomach, toes and arms ache so much. My right ear seemed blocked and its kinda painful.

Gosh, I feel horrible.
But still, I'll go to tomorrow's shopping, no matter what.

And sometimes, I really wonder what am I doing inside The Clique. I mean, who am I there? I feel like a nobody! I tried to be optimistic, crack jokes here and there, but the same old thing happens again and again. You fucking understand? ITS THE GOD DAMN NEGLECT! And I hate it when you guys hide things from me, insulting me, calling me some childish names, making me jealous, sometimes even make use of me. I have feelings too okay! This shit... Fucking bullshit! Why did I even end up here, in Shuqun?! Why not Westwood, Jurong West, maybe even Pioneer? Whatever. I'm gonna leave The Clique sooner or later. You guys will never understand how I'm feeling 'cause you'll eventually do it again and again, right, Cassandra? Remember how you told me that you won't neglect me anymore? You're still the same.




Bye.